Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Tuesday in the 5th Week of Lent
Drawn Upward
Readings: Numbers 21:4-9; Psalm 102:2-3, 16-18, 19-2; John 8:21-30
Because he spoke this way, many came to believe in him… Don’t we find it surprising that this should have been so? What, we may ask, was so attractive and convincing about Jesus’ words in the gospel of today that they prompted many to believe. And to believe in nothing less than the unbelievable, to accept that human though he was, Jesus was also divine. You will realize that I AM. You belong to what is below, I belong to what is above. Do we feel the same attraction? Are we uplifted by the same inspiration as we listen to these same words in the gospel? Perhaps what is needed is for us to deepen our meditation, to consider more closely the import of what is being said.
We might begin, as St. Ignatius of Loyola often suggests, by situating ourselves within the scene. And the first reading proves helpful in this regard. The context is a people on a journey, and a rigorous and hazardous journey at that. The people are tired and hungry and thirsty, and their destination seems nowhere in sight. Can we not identify with such a situation? Whatever our particular circumstances, do we not know the feeling of being somehow tested to the outer limits of our endurance? Do we not know what it feels like to be worn out by the rigors of life? What happens then?
For Jesus, there are, broadly speaking, two ways in which one could respond. The first is the way of those who are from below. The Israelites provide only one example of what this can look like. Their complaints are not just expressions of concern, or requests for clarification. They lose faith both in Moses and in God. They forget God’s mighty action in their recent past, how God freed them from slavery in Egypt. They lose sight of God’s commitment to their future, God’s promise to lead them to a land where milk and honey flow.
In contrast, the singularly attractive feature about Jesus, what indicates so convincingly his origin from above, is the way in which he walks his earthly journey. In the midst of trials and tribulations, of pain and persecution, Jesus remains steadfast in his focus on his Father’s will. Although he suffers anxiety and anguish, although he cries out to his Father, he keeps walking the way that has been marked out for him. He does not water down his message. Neither does he run away. He keeps walking among us here below, until he is lifted up on a cross for the life of the world, just as Moses lifted the bronze serpent in the desert.
And isn’t this the reason for the attractive power of Jesus words in the gospel today? When we listen to them in faith, don’t we find ourselves drawn to gaze upon Christ on the cross? Aren’t we reminded of the extraordinary journey that Jesus walked for our sakes? Don’t we, who are from below, find ourselves drawn upward with Him who came to us from above?
As we approach Holy Week, how are we being drawn upward today?
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Your picture perfect photo caption takes me to my regular Saturday trek up Bukit Timah Hill where we exercise, have fellowship and reflect when situation allows.
ReplyDeleteWeather conditions change but occasionally the sound of silence is deafening within a fleeting moment. Nature demands a hearing.
In Christian meditation we learn to be still, simple and silent and in that midst discover the source of our being. We become nothing in order to be something.
To be in this world and yet to be out of it so that God can continue to work in my live is a practice I find relentlessly demanding. Yet if we open the eyes of our heart, we can see God in all things.
My journey is stretched with the need to be drawn upwards and yet fastened below by the very nature of who I am.